Lonely Days

Those are days I felt abandoned, I felt sorrow in and out of my soul, I kept encouraging myself that someone Will come through for me, But it seems like, I am hallucinating. Stuck in this island, Where nobody cares, I tried going out to gain sympathy, But it seems like apathy is all I get. They say no Man is an island, But I felt like the island itself, I let sorrow drown me, I felt disconnected from this world. I walked through the dark tunnel, Expecting to see light, But there was none, I felt alone, I felt like a lone wolf. I kept on walking, But the hope of this light, Was beginning to fade, I cut a little glimpse of light, But it was flickering. I trudge on the Sand, But the Sand swallowed me. I cast my gaze to the Sky, The Sky was blurry, My eyes were also blurry, The Clouds of tears gathered around my Eyes. I tried isolating myself, But it seems like, Depression embrace me in her bosom, Boredom ate me up. My lone soul, Tried turning my sad adventure into an escapade, I envisaged on possible ways of escaping, But all seems impossible, Cause I was held hostage. I tried opening the door to pleasure, But it won’t budge, I had a sudden urge to tear my soul apart, But a part of me purge me not to do so. Then my thoughts began to retrace, Back from the shadow land, I brace myself up, And my thoughts raced back to reality. I came back to this land, Where the Sun shined better, The Sky looked clearer And I stared across the field The flowers are blossoming And flamboyant. And a glimpse of smile, Appeared in my face, I took down the rope, I was about to use to commit atrocity, I remembered when the idea of hope was dope But the Pope kept reassuring that I’ll cope.