Who Are We Becoming

WHO ARE WE BECOMING? Lying down on my bed, I began to think, why does everything feel numb. Have we lost touch? Have we lost fun? Have we lost something in us? Things don't feel exciting as it should be anymore. Everything feels blank, it's like there is something missing. Is the happiness genuine? Or are we just going with the flow. Things don't feel natural anymore. It feels "just there". Emotions now feel performative. Is there too much sadness, negativity and overwhelming situations in the air? Are we really happy? Or we are just living because we woke up and there's a need to do things? ARE WE REALLY LIVING? Does this come with growth? Is it just a phase? These are questions going through my mind. Is the inner child dead? Are we becoming too serious? Or life made us too serious? Do we genuinely feel happy or we are pretending to be happy? All these questions, where are the answers?